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Thursday, February 24, 2011

jealous?

so as i've said in earlier posts hubby and i are ttc#2 and i have to say this  month has been a sad month to me.
getting pregnant has always seemed so easy to hubby and me but now that we are actually trying its NOT. and 3 of my friends found out they were pregnant this month!!! i guess you could say i'm just a tad jealous, but i am most def HAPPY for them so dont get me wrong. i just wish i had found out i was pregnant this month along with them... :( i feel as if its never going to happen cuz i want it to happen so bad. i really want my husband to be there this time around and not a miss a thing and i feel like the longer it takes the more likely hes NOT gonna be here which idk what i'll do if he misses another pregnancy or another birth... i hate the military... i hate that i have to live every day in fear that'll he can leave tomorrow. i hate that he has to miss stuff.. and hes ALWAYS gonna miss stuff...

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